Cloudy this morning. Blah.
:) Spring is in the air though. Won't be long now
and we will be talking about temperatures in the 70s!
Course then we will also be talking about thunderstorms. I
have given up on snow. lol I mean really...how long
can one wait on it to snow? ALL winter. heh
David is in Germany. Maybe he
will send me a photo :) I can't wait till I can return to
Canada. Just need to finish up all of these legal
procedures. It seems like it takes FOREVER for the
Canadian Government to get from point A to B. I am sure it
will be soon though. They are a busy group! It will
be nice to see all of my friends again. Counting the days.
Elizabeth, my friend in Washington
State, sent me a photo of her new dog. His name is
Tumbleweed :) I think he is so
small that it could fit in the palm of your hand.
Lucy may have some competition? :)
This looks fun...I need an ocean fix
this summer. Missing Key West. Surfing is one thing
I have never tried. I think I will stick with the Scuba
Diving.
Imagine...Imagine...Imagine........Imagine.......Imagine........Imagine
There's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people...
Living for today
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace
You may say I'm a dreamer
but I'm not the only one
I hope one day your join us
And the world will be as one
-John Lennon
This is WAR
This is PEACE
Evening:
Going to make an offer on the land and see what happens.
Perhaps the sunsets won't be far behind!
This is the goal...beauty inspires
Man...I look back on the last eight years and wonder how I ever
got from point A to B. A thousand lifetimes were lived in
just those few short years. The memories. The good.
The bad. The ugly. All of it...like a whirlwind.
The insanity of such an incredible story could probably never be
told properly. How could one? How does one describe
Atlanta, GA or living in Mexico. Then there is Canada.
The tremendous pain of addiction. The drugs...the
drinking. The near death experiences. How many of
them? How does one go from being deeply involved with a
church - sidewalk Sunday School - working with the community,
concerts of prayer, preaching and then do a complete 360?
Falling into deep depression...so deep that there was no light
at the end of the tunnel for years on end. The wild and
extreme party scene of Dallas, TX and Atlanta. Fleeing to
Mexico and then Canada. Running to protect myself and
others. Keeping promises made long ago. Not to
myself but to others. And to somehow survive all of it.
To spend years in total darkness and believing that there never
would be an end to the madness. Then a tornado in Illinois
that flung me into the reality of what life had become.
The distance from family. The nightmares. The
longing for freedom. From the friendships in Canada that
connected to Birmingham that eventually led to the highest
officials in the State of Alabama and even the U.S. Military.
All for one thing - freedom. The hope of mercy. The
desire for justice. The dream of reuniting. From all
of that to where I am today. Free of addiction. Free
of the chains that held me so strong and for so long. Free
from the nightmares. Free. This is freedom. Profound
changes. Changes that come only from the soul and heart.
Changes that are real...tangible...visible. This was
my dream for so many years. This was the dream of my
friends for so many years. Total freedom.
Somehow...sometime - this story has to be told. Told in a
way that will inspire others to find their own inner strength.
To reach new heights for their own lives. To find their
own personal freedom.
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