JUNE 2004
June 2nd, 2004 Well, it is cloudy here today. Lots of storms to our south, hopefully we stay out of all that mess. :) I am waiting to hear back from the cable people on my internet. lol This is like Mission Impossible when you are dealing with these people. ;) But HOPEFULLY they can get over here today. My internet access isn't the best right now. Everyone up in Toronto seems to be doing ok, at least that is what they tell me. :) Norman is doing really well and says things are good and doors are opening for him. So that is GREEEEEAAAATTTT news! :) And I am sure we will all get together when I go visit up there in a few weeks. It has been a little warm here, with a bit of humidity but nothing to complain about. Lots to be thankful for. Going to try and get to the Fed X place soon here and take care of some business - so I shall leave it at that for now. :) Everyone down here is doing ok, grandmother and mother have moved and I have not heard from her because the phone is not on yet. Grandmother, I am sure is thrilled at her new home. My friend David Brown has sent me a few pics from up in Ontario and I think their trees are just now really starting to bud out and blossom for Spring. :) A bit behind us, but hey never too early for THEM that is FOR SURE!!!!!! Six months of winter! ;) LONG enough!! Heck, they have even had some severe weather themselves with a few tornadoes. Erick sent me these pics and his new "Twister Mix" song will be released when I get back up there on the 19th. :)
To hear clips of of Ericks Mix Ok dokie be back later
To hear clips of of Ericks Mix His twister mix he is making.
A.P. WIRE: NEWS TEDDY BEAR SAVES INFANT TORN FROM MOTHERS ARMS: ATHENS (AP) — Ripped out of her mother's arms by wind from a tornado, 1-year-old Natalie Edwards landed safely in the arms of a familiar companion — her teddy bear. Tracy Edwards was holding her infant daughter when their mobile home in rural Northwest Limestone County flipped several times then landed upright. "I screamed for help," said Edwards, 25. "It was pitch dark and I couldn't find Natalie." About five minutes passed before she and neighbors heard a faint cry. They found the infant in the arms of her two-foot teddy bear with angel wings. "The teddy bear saved Natalie," Edwards said. The family gave her the stuffed animal after recent open-heart surgery, said her father, Ron. Natalie and Tracy Edwards were treated for minor scratches at Athens-Limestone Hospital. Copyright 2004 Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.
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President Reagan passed away this morning. A great man, great president, always with a smile and a wave, he was one of the last few great ones.
------------------------------------------------------------ Well hmmm, nobody said adjusting was going to be easy. Perhaps I thought all of this would be easier than it is. But one day at a time. I keep moving forward and occasionally I move back a step or two, then I get moving again forward. There are going to be good days and there are going to be bad days. I am not perfect. I don't believe anyone expects me to be perfect. Perhaps sometimes I try though. Funny thing is, is that trying to be perfect usually ends up proving itself to be impossible. Anyway, one day at a time, like I said, keep moving forward, occasionally slip and fall and then get back up and keep moving forward. That is what I am doing, that is all I can do, that is all anyone expects me to do!
Sunday, June 6, 2004 Dru is down visiting from Toronto. :) We spent most of the day down in Mayfield with mother and the kids. The kids were playing in the swimming pool. Grandmother was watching them. :) It was warm out on the patio though. So it has been a LOOONNNGGG four days, if plan A doesn't work then you go to plan B - Right? Right, so this week we start on plan B. :) Which starts with getting a different counselor, this psychiatrist thing is ok for being prescribed a thousand things, but it is not helping me deal with the issues. All this guy wants to do is feed me prescription drugs. So anyway, plan B starts this week. :) Which is a good thing! OK, well more later.
We went to see the Shreck II Movie, which was really good, better than the first one actually. :) Kewl movie five stars. Otherwise hmmm, I have found a new counselor, my first appointment is June 23rd. She sounds very nice. So we shall see.
Tuesday, June 8, 2004 Sorry, not much of an update lately. I have been busy with Dru. :) We had a lot of fun just hanging around and seeing the "sights". The river is really coming up, can't even drive down there now, they closed it off. Kinda late for a river flood this year, but whatever. Anyway, had early dinner with mother and grandmother. I think grandmother is already over the hot weather as am I. :) Not my favorite kind of weather in the world. I would much rather have Spring or Fall. :) Trying to stay the course, as they say, did I spell that right. :) Anyway, staying out of trouble, which is good. :) But things are a bit, hmmm these are not easy days, that is for sure. So Erick has a mix for me when I get back up there to Toronto. :) I am looking forward to hearing it!!! It sounds great!!!! Good grief I was just looking back at the photos from the storms last month. How close Paducah came to having a large tornado. We were fortunate. I was just looking at how big that wall cloud was behind the Fox Briar here. That thing was big.
Norman sent me this :)
As the Scottish ballad
says,
"Keep right on to the end
of the road,
Keep right on 'round the
bend.
Though you're tired and
weary
Still journey on 'till you
get to life's happy abode.
Where all the things you've
been dreaming of
Will be there, at the end
of the road."
As they brought the casket out the other day, the sun came out from between the Clouds. The MSNBC person commented on this, if anyone remembers this also happened on his inauguration day. :) Truly this man represented the greatest thing on this planet - Freedom!
Wednesday, June 9, 2004
(A.P. Photo)
----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Help Me Understand trace adkins Hmmm.
It is that eternal struggle for
the truth that sets man apart from beast
But the beast
We start to put a puzzle together
Then I step back I
find myself perplexed
Then I return
And I ask why And then when I have my answers - I cry
It is all so complex It is my battle to win or lose. It is my battle to find
peace, within myself, within my surroundings, within my world
because these days What I know to be true is
my character
And so I will hold what I know to be true beau
Thursday, June 10th, 2004 Partly Sunny and warm here today, lots of scattered thunderstorms. SUMMER IS HERE I GUESS! A bit early if you ask me. But nobody asked me soooo :) I guess it doesn't really matter! Anyway, hopefully it will be a nice weekend because my dad is having a birthday party for his mother and a lot of family is coming in. The Weather Radio give-away was a great success with over 3000 people entering the contest through WPSD TV 6. :) and in the picture is worth a THOUSAND words DEPARTMENT
So today has been a much better day than the last few weeks/month. :) I actually felt better today, but not taking Paxil today HELPED. Being SICK, EVERY single day because you are taking a pill to make you feel better? I don't get it, maybe I missed something along the way, but I don't need six pills, four pills a day making me sick or whatever in order to be better. What I needed was a counselor and some time to adjust to the living arrangements and everything else that has been going on in my life. It has been YEARS since I have had to make these kind of adjustments. If anyone or everyone thought it was going to be easy. Well no, it has been ANYTHING BUT EASY. It is going to take months to adjust, to get situated, to get moving but I will get there. If one thing doesn't work then I will try another, until I get it right. OK :) That is ALL I can do. I have made mistakes since I got here and I am trying to learn from the mistakes I make. I am TRYING. I am TRYING to do SOMETHING different and TRYING to make it RIGHT. I am not there yet, but I am on the right path.
I am at my window here at the apartment and a horse drawn carriage just went by with a bunch of girls in it and they are all waving at me. :) LOL I forget sometimes that I am at the window here at the computer desk - lol Just talked with Norman, and he is doing well. :) Things seem in order at his house. :) So that is GREAT! He has tried a new device that helps him see better when he plays the Organ.
6/11 The National Funeral For President Reagan
THE FREEDOM FIGHTER IS TO
BE LAID TO REST TODAY. A NATIONAL HERO, A NATIONAL TREASURE, THE MOST
REMARKABLE HUMAN BEING TO TAKE LEADERSHIP IN MY LIFETIME. NOWNOW HE WILL
FIND HIS REST!
One can not always agree or disagree with everything a President does, but one can find honor and dignity and respect in most leaders. Reagan certainly was a man of honor, dignity and conviction. Though we will never agree with everything Ronald Reagan did or did not do, I think we can all learn from him that sense of optimism about our future (that he talked so much about) and that destiny is ours to take! :) ------------------------------------------------
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